June 1, 2026
Ant Ortiz did a rule 5 draft only rebuild. And the problem with these rebuilds is your team has all 0 overall players. Meaning one team will inevitably be farming you for ridiculous statistics. Because his team is the Rockies, the Dodgers ate his team for breakfast and Shohei broke basically every offensive single season record ever except stolen bases… yeah… LOL.
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Very cute surprise vlog from Anna today.
And she’s thinking of starting a Patreon, too. About time!
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Aliya has one of the most unique asmr channels I’ve ever seen. I didn’t know you could get your garden Wildlife certified, and I’m not sure what the benefit of that even is but it’s neat.
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Guess I’ll put this on trying to get a much needed nap because now I’m dizzy…
Btw this made me more dizzy. Classic game though.
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Okay of all pokemon for the special split to affect, why did they need Tangela of all pokemon? It needed the 100 special defense to be usable? What were they thinking? Well this was not one of Scott’s best runs… that’s how frustrating this thing is to use…
June 2, 2026
Jason pulled a card that paid for his entire 2026 bowman blaster case. That pitcher loves him apparently… good thing it’s like the best one that’s not Shohei. And it also paid for the loss on his jumbo case. That’s how insane it is.
June 3, 2026
Rose is really cool and I like what she said here “life is full of wake up calls”. I also like how in her book, which I should honestly read, add a zero she starts with getting back to zero. Yeah that’s a thing. And external success is NOT true wealth. Glad she realized that. She almost lost her four year relationship after a blow up; they worked it out but like for me it was close. “Scarcity has muscle memory.” Even if your bank account is loaded, it doesn’t mean you’re wealthy. That’s an important perspective. As for my “enough number,” I’m basically there already. Lifestyle creep is a major problem for people.
I don’t have much of a lifestyle at all. Kind of a strange problem.
Some things from moleskine chicken scratch:
- How to become a “magnet for miracles?’
- How to live a beautiful and meaningful life
- What is “divine timing?”
- How to ‘ascend to your highest self” without drinking some form of Kool-aid
- When will I enter a “Season of good news?”
- Why do some people treat life as if it’s a casino?
“The older I get, the more I suspect wisdom has less to do with acquiring answers and more to do with identifying which questions are worth carrying for the rest of your life.” – Emily Slatin.
I think of the song “A few questions” by Clay walker where he basically asks God why shit sucks… He actually asks a lot of good questions now that I look at it. Maybe worth a New Vibrations look?
Now for the bleachers lyrics that take up a whole page. Either I do OCR and fix the many errors or spend 15 minutes manually typing it. Still faster this way. Although it skipped most of the page… dammit.
bleachers, “sideways” – “Gave me hope when I had none / Gave me dreams and I dreamt on / No shame for the ashes / Showed me love in the rafters / Gave me one-way tickets / Made this blood pact rigid / So follow me, I know this haze / And I love you sideways”
bleachers, “the van” – “That’s the story ’bout kids and
their shadows / Who just didn’t warna be lonely”
“I think some of us needed to chip away what we don’t understand / Slowly combing over it / Slowly getting under it / ‘Cause there’s no getting over it / So we drove back from the west with our new religion / One-way tickets in heart and in hand / Said fuck anything in my way, this is forever now.”
Bleachers, “we should talk” – “We had a band, we had a life / We had dreams / In a van we wrote our own Bible supreme / The you got a house, a lawn / A wife and a lawn / And those dreams turned to memories”
“We shared a brain in 2012 / ‘Fore everybody had a hot take from hell”
“Ball down promenading / making records and beats / Like J.D called it ‘two high-maintenance machines’ / Blood brothers, ready to take it all by storm / ‘Til I lost you / to the downtown post-Woke germs / But I really miss / Hanging on each others words / Yeah I really miss hanging on each other’s words”
Bleachers, “you and forever” – “Who could catch their breath at a crime scene? / Born and raised to keep dark findings in my mind.”
“Numbers blurring, Streets are feeling different / Losing track of all of God’s indifference / who gets by?”
“I’m walking with a ghost, that shit was tearing me to shreds/ I had never known my name until you spoke it from your chest / yes, the heavens opened up and pulled me in, I stared and said, “Oh, yeah” / That’s forever”
“Morning comes, they’ve built a few more gates up : All the lights get low, the path has become dangerous / Who gets through?”
“So, damn, the bastards called it out / Everyone they
stop from doing just an inch of good / They hate themselves, forever war, it paves their hell / Fuck everything that I’ve been told / ‘Cause / just saw the heavens open up / And forever / Darling, just you and forever”
Bleachers, “dirty wedding dress” – “There’s too many interlopers that are showin’ up / And some of ‘em deserve second thoughts.”
“Oh, yeah, it’s nice to feel special, it’s nice to have a think / And it’s nice to get a break from that cynical beat.”
“Now only my people can see me / Only my people come in / Everybody outside talkin’ like they know / But no, they don’t know, they don’t know what they think / What they thought, thought they heard / What’s the time where they’re at?”
Bleachers, “take you out tonight” – “High as a kite on your purple haze”
“Cause it’s brutal to be baptized / In cold stares and harsh lights” / “‘Cause it’s brutal to be uptight / In the face of such a beautiful life.”
Bleachers, “I can’t believe you’re gone” – “Another year passes / Of hopes and derailments / Blood tests and Hi-Chews / And loving the careless”
“These grand self-obsessions / Are a way of hitting snooze.”
“These hope-filled lies / These unearned traditions / If you repeat them enough / You can live with somebody who’s missing.”
Bleachers, “She’s from before” – “good grief, no, grief is not a cure.”
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June 22, 2026
STOP BEING SO PERFECT! YOU’RE DISTRACTING ME! FROM LISTENING TO YOUR OWN ALBUM! [Oh Livie <3]
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I needed this today. Sav making me feel as smart as an amoeba again 😀
June 27, 2026
OMG THIS IS HYSTERICAL:
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The algorithm is cooking. Too bad she’s not posting on YouTube anymore. She’s lovely! I like what she says about how we get obsessed with things and jump right into best friendships. But I don’t single out people like that. Believe it or not. People having other friends is totally fine. I’m able to stage things to prevent that from happening. I can’t even break ice these days…
