I’m thrashing journals for anything worthy of keeping. It’s that or start punching holes in the wall, and good luck getting the drywall fixed ‘round here.

“Don’t give into the dopamine rush of creating featherweight content rather than struggling to create something worthy of being printed on real paper.” – APD, 2025-11-04

Pulled this out of a framework file that was going to just be discarded otherwise, but I wanted to save this.

From a while back but worth me saving

Probably one of the very best ‘field notes’ episodes of The Rest is Science so far. I totally get why Michael switched from pen to pencil. He lost entire notebooks to an exploded Rockstar drink. I used to be a mechanical pencil Stan. But I see where he’s coming from. Michael is an absolute master note taker holy crap. And I totally agree writing things down is good because even bad ideas can inspire good ones. He even uses waterproof notebooks! Crazy how this whole episode was basically about pencils and it was actually fascinating. (I’m still sticking with cheap blue BIC pens, but I have my reasons)

Couple great viewer questions too in this episode, and honestly if we figure out how to access the fourth dimension, we will unlock a lot of crazy shit. The fourth dimension question sent me down a totally different rabbit hole…

Read these fucking lyrics and then tell me that fucking Jack Antonoff wrote any of this: https://genius.com/Taylor-swift-my-boy-only-breaks-his-favorite-toys-lyrics

No one tops Taylor Swift as a lyricist. Come at me. Y’all who disagree are entitled to your opinion, even if it’s incorrect.

This is still one of my all-time favorite Taylor Swift performances. Just a raw, vulnerable cover of “Can’t Stop Loving You” by Phil Collins. The MAN himself was blown away by it.

Take ultra good care of her, Travis. You don’t know what a responsibility Lord Jesus has given you!

This song is for Travis Kelce to take to heart:

I discovered someone amazing, another awesome poet named Whitney Hanson. Look at this girl! She is absolutely stunning! 

Her book that is just coming out.: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/776366/the-love-of-my-life-by-whitney-hanson/ 

Oh, yeah, she makes music, too.

Whitney Hanson is such an insanely talented poet, it’s not even funny at all. 

Can’t wait to get her new poetry book, “The Love of My Life” in the mail! 

Whitney made me fucking bawl my eyes out.

Seriously, this is the next Leonard Cohen…

I needed a laugh, so Ari boo did the trick. I love this SNL sketch.

Salem Darling is freaking awesome. “EXPECTATIONS” GUITAR SOLO!? YAAS!

Could this be Connie Talbot’s best cover yet?

Another journal pull as I thrash and burn… 2025-11-08

“I woke up at 4am freezing and apparently Emily was having trouble sleeping too. She was thirsty and the milk fell out of the fridge somehow and scared the hell out of me. It got really dry last night but I didn’t bother to get a drink because I just wanted to go back to sleep. I didn’t have nightmares but my dreams were absolutely bizarre, and yeah, card game playing was involved… I’ve spent too much time lately in la-la land because of my crippling fatigue, fragile nerves, and even the time change hurt me more than ever this year by getting dark too early, I think my main problem is mental and emotional burnout because Emily is having the same sleep issues and she’s never like this. Just too much all at once this year. And her big plans now this weekend are to look at this…

“All these ideas I was developing were actually better than I thought… It helps that I now have some actual strategies for approaching writing, not just vibes. When you get old and decrepit like me, vibes only get you so far.”

Vsauce is back doing YouTube shorts!